here we go again~

i really don't know what happened. i've been hugging my guitar alot lately. maybe becoz she's the only one i can hug.

i even go blank more often now. or stare at a spot and dunno what im looking at. what is wrong with me ah? when i read ppl's blog its like woah they are living a good life . (singing one republic's "Good Life" ) and i'll really smile, coz im really happy for them =)

but then . what about me.? whats my target? i dont remember. what's my purpose? i dont remember? from the look of it its like im suffering from amnesia. but i think my body knows it well.

somehow, the air is hard to breath.