Hmm.. Lonesome i guess?

wow.. 4 AM.. never thought that i'd get the chance to use the com at this hour..
its actually quite exciting.. XD

well.. SPM trial just finished.. and all i could think of is to take a break out of exams..
exams really kill.. lol..

been doing a lot of thinking lately..
since its Raya holiday..
i got stuck to animations again.. ahaha.. ^^V

guess what.. while having dinner at the restaurant today..
saw some guys having a fight..
not quite sure what happened..
but they sure were fierce.. ><

besides that..
i've read alot of articles about whats happening on earth..
or should i say..
happening TO earth..

using shower heads might cause you skin cancer..
eating fermentated food or drinks will cause cancer as well..

it makes me feel kinda depressed..
its kinda like there's no safe place anymore..
danger is everywhere..
and i do mean D-A-N-G-E-R..
well to be honest..
due to these issues..
i kinda lost hope to move forward in life..

im..

scared..

i think..

i wonder how other people get their courage and strength to move on..
how bad guys can commit crime without feeling guilty..
i really messed up my head huh? *chuckles*

oh yeah.. to think of it..
recently.. more and more couples showed up at school..
what im feeling is that..
time really flies..
im growing up without even noticing.. well.. i hope its not just physically.. ==
i wonder if im ready to take the next step..
but apparently i am not.. @@

hmm.. a lover huh?
i thought i'd never think about this until i graduate..
its kinda freaking me out..
but still..
that sounds good tho.. XD