Tears.

Its already a year but i still missed him. I missed you, Bryan.

Limits.

Without any hints i know im at my limit. the den of tears shall be destroyed.

here we go again~

i really don't know what happened. i've been hugging my guitar alot lately. maybe becoz she's the only one i can hug.

i even go blank more often now. or stare at a spot and dunno what im looking at. what is wrong with me ah? when i read ppl's blog its like woah they are living a good life . (singing one republic's "Good Life" ) and i'll really smile, coz im really happy for them =)

but then . what about me.? whats my target? i dont remember. what's my purpose? i dont remember? from the look of it its like im suffering from amnesia. but i think my body knows it well.

somehow, the air is hard to breath.

Well, i guess i did learn something.

Holy snack! == wasted my whole holiday.
and now im writting my blog like there's no class tmr.

But something's different. At times like this i used to get really stressed out and get EMO. ==

but this time i felt calm instead. not frustrated, not unhappy, but calm.
i could smile and tell myself " ok, lets do it again until u get it right, again, and again. "

suppose this is the growth that was installed in me without myself noticing huh? haha

and now, bed time. Nite peeps.
Love the world. Love myself.