My tear glands dried up.

Things keep happening recently.
good and bad they kept a cycle.
and people used to think its nothing but a natural phenomenon.

but for me, i've tried to see things at the 4th angle.
and i see things i never thought i'd see.
i see things that hurt being more superior to things that are happy.

i want to cry.
but i just cant.
because..
i have no tears left.

How should i think?

After reading Siao Wei's blog, i feel like putting up a post myself. =P

Today was the end of my last mid year exam..
without doubt, i still screwed it. ==
Now really is a critical situation.. i dun wanna end up CANNOT GRADUATE! >< *Nooooo* muz work hard and hard and hard and hard and hard and hard and.. *aiya understood de lar. lazy. ==*

i've actually been sulking for a time now..
and i dun really have a clue how to get over it. *sigh*
i've never been someone whos good at talking..
but is that a sufficient reason for one to be abandoned?

honestly i couldn't help to feel cold. and no matter how hard i try i cant start a fire to warm myself.
Loneliness creeps into me whenever i close my eyes at night.
It really.. driving .. me.. crazy.


to be truthful sometimes i wished i wasn't here in this world.

gonna grab some sleep. continue later. =P