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老实说，我很想家。 可是又很想继续旅行，真是矛盾。
不过我知道一件事，我需要大减肥！TT

I do not understand.

I don't know why.
I feel so empty.
Why is this so.
Please tell me why.

Receive. Think. Process.

You all laugh because I'm DIFFERENT, I laugh because you are all the SAME.

I cried again.

There's so many people i missed. and so many things that i have learned. am i able to pass this test or not. this shall be my challenge.

Still not doing fine.

Something is still very wrong.
To be hurt by the people who i trusted most is certainly a big wound for me.
what should i do right now?

When can this ever stop. When.

After such a long period of time. these unpleasant returned to me.
Why is this?
they happened before. when i get too far ahead for things, people just think that im weird.
what's wrong with being ahead of things? you'll be knowing it sooner or later right?
what's wrong with being fast?

just like what happened before if i listen to a new song at 1st hand, people think i got bad taste.. when they themselves go crazy over it like few months later.. dang..

why is this happening again.. why why and why. can anyone tell me that?
im just feeling so cold. like im being isolated in an island.

there you go Yang, back to how u used to be. cold and alone.
that's why your hands are always so damn cold and couldn't give warmth to the people you care. not to mention getting close to the people u care. screw that.

Fuh~

突然的失落，不知道该开心还是难过，还是两者兼是。
arghh.. why am i thinking so much? *runts, gahh! *
かしながら、いずれにしても。 . あなたが幸せであるという状態で、私は同じく満足していて、そして幸せに感じます。