Tears.

Its already a year but i still missed him. I missed you, Bryan.

Limits.

Without any hints i know im at my limit. the den of tears shall be destroyed.

here we go again~

i really don't know what happened. i've been hugging my guitar alot lately. maybe becoz she's the only one i can hug.

i even go blank more often now. or stare at a spot and dunno what im looking at. what is wrong with me ah? when i read ppl's blog its like woah they are living a good life . (singing one republic's "Good Life" ) and i'll really smile, coz im really happy for them =)

but then . what about me.? whats my target? i dont remember. what's my purpose? i dont remember? from the look of it its like im suffering from amnesia. but i think my body knows it well.

somehow, the air is hard to breath.

Well, i guess i did learn something.

Holy snack! == wasted my whole holiday.
and now im writting my blog like there's no class tmr.

But something's different. At times like this i used to get really stressed out and get EMO. ==

but this time i felt calm instead. not frustrated, not unhappy, but calm.
i could smile and tell myself " ok, lets do it again until u get it right, again, and again. "

suppose this is the growth that was installed in me without myself noticing huh? haha

and now, bed time. Nite peeps.
Love the world. Love myself.

I've lost something important and i dont know what to do.

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老实说，我很想家。 可是又很想继续旅行，真是矛盾。
不过我知道一件事，我需要大减肥！TT

I do not understand.

I don't know why.
I feel so empty.
Why is this so.
Please tell me why.