Was it the right choice?

muahaha. trials are over and the UEC is what that's left.

honestly i don't dare to look at my results eh.. =_=

rest liao 2 days, i hope im feeling better liao.

but thought of many things recently..

hmm.. i wonder why between classmates people would rather only think for their own.

saying things that only you are happy about.

and go on a rampage when things are not your way.

how am i supposed to treat this kind of people?

i still think about being a friend, hoping that people will change for the better .

but i think that's juz a dream.

really i feel sad.

i can see how other classes are enjoying, sharing between their classmates.

they really act as a team.

but us, everyone has their own idea, everyone thinks for their own.

why cant we tolerate more among ourselves?

juz a small change from everyone and we too can have a really great time.

why hold a grudge?

its not like he/she killed someone you love?!

why must we keep remembering what damage people has caused to us and not what damage we have cause to others?

I really starting to regret, well juz by a little and i don't know if it'll grow..

is choosing to study form 6 a bad idea?

够了...

我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...我受够了...

我受够了...

*Pumped up, ready to berusaha*... * out of breathe* ... *tried to push on* .. * gave up*

... ok.. this post takes alot of courage to write. (of coz la, having trials still on the com.==)

recently, i don't know why. feel a little moody. although i know i shouldn't be coz exams are here.

i shouldn't give myself time to sulk. but i just can't. ><

keep having this feeling.
that i have so many things i would like to do.

but, can i really do that?

saw some people who became a celebrity by doing the things he / she loves, and enjoying it much.

do i also get the chance to enjoy doing the things i like?

it really seems so far.. *rolling on the floor crying. LOL*

feels like im out of battery.

becoz i cant find my charger! Grr..

see so many friends moving forward. while im still stuck here doing something.. err , "special" . ^^v

that really make me wanna scream out loud, but i couldn't. (coz i might get grounded for making too much noise)

even tried to change myself. but then when i do so things just do work out fine. @@

i kept thinking about what i might bcome in the future.

but there seems to be alot of cages and traps.

sometimes i really feel like complaining. ( ok, i know that i should'nt.. ><)

coz my parents keep restricting me from this and that and this and that and this.. ==

for example to not be able to have my driving license at this age.

ok. i know im only making a fuzz. but its just that there are things that can keep me motivated and things that pull me down.

and the ratio happens to 1:10 .. ==

i kept trying to make myself cheer up and recharge my heart battery, but got charger no plug.

the smile is always there on my face, but i dunno if its real. sigh.

ohh yea. now time to say the fun part. recently i've been practicing my japanese language skills with my sensei. wahaha. so much fun when we ALWAYS don't understand each other. LOL. XD

and then she told me that i was speaking in Osaka slang while she's speaking Tokyo slang. ^^v

This makes me wanna travel to Japan for once. TT

well.. trials are going to end by this saturday, yet so i'll have to be preparing for the real thing.

learnt that there are things to pick up and things to let go.

Lets see if i can do it right.

Peace people! =D

Desho??

ああ！watashi wa no baka desu!!

Kanashii... ==